Chelle Bell [shel bel]

Empty

I feel so empty. I feel like things could have turned out better, but everything just went down hill. I can’t stop but feel regret, like I could have fixed everything, but instead I messed up…

I saw a post on tumblr recently with a scene from Titantic. I’m torrenting the movie now because I want to see it again. Maybe I’ll just drown myself in movies and music tonight, so that I don’t have to think, because allowing myself to think just brings me pain.